so fast it is already the first day of third week of holidays. firstly,i want to thanked my luo lao shi for guiding me.Today i went with farhanah to bugis but upset cause the library sux! tmr going to meet up with yoke shan.
2 Main Things that is in my mind for realli long time
Firstly is my N levels, i am feeling quite useless as i felt that i am not putting effort on them as i dont know why am i like that. i think i need to built up my self-confident and self- determination as i think i need to improve in that. i realli dont want to disappoint my parents and teachers if i dont do well or to get to sec 5. i will try.
school, running out of school,always thinks of going out to pass time then of course there are some would rather be busy in their studies rite? AM I RIGHT TO SAY SO? my point is direct so that it wont be very confusing to understand. so Secondly is my Clique, i dont know shall i call it a Clique or schoolmates? In my mind there are two parts, one part is should i even bother as other people dont even care about it? On the other hand which is the second part,3 years +++ of friendship goes down the drain? I felt super upset about it as I hate to see my close friend becoming a classmate like that. The feeling is realli sickening. Sometimes it boil my temper up but sometimes it make me blank. WHY IS MY CLIQUE LIKE THAT? Or maybe there is some misunderstanding that we must say it out and resolve it. If not, there would be no way to make things go better but worse. Yes i wont denied that we are busy but what are we busy at? STUDIES! If onli everyone is serious and willing to work hard, we could all get together and help each others! If the mind is set like ponningdont read it as a scolding, arguing or blaming on each other and so on.... And please know who you are mixing with now. Do you even think they are your true friends or so called "bad companies" ? It is frustraing to see my close friends going with 'those friends' that are making them becoming worse. I am not trying to be jealous or so on.Its alright to have another goody friend but if you know that what they tell you or do is wrong, why do you still following them? Why be blacklisted because of them? Iszit Worth it my friend? I decided to patch the Clique back because we all entered this school as a good student not to be a GANGSTER,AH LIAN or SKIP SCHOOL! And we are friends that will help each other in no matter what situation and we enjoy being with each other no matter in what events. So why let this Clique become a laughter to others and a stranger to each other? Do you all even want this group back? If you dont want these Clique back, then you just have to stand up and speak up your mind and no one will shoot you back but just understand you and be reasonable and fair to you.
I would my CLique members could see these and reflect on what i had said. I hope that they will understand and tell me whether anot they want this Clique to be back again?
6:54 AM
L♥VEME.
King Yi
300693
single ^^
chij st theresa convent
DEE-SIRES.
-roller blading
-Freedom
-pass N level to go O level
-want my clique to be like last time
-dream of having you >.<
LOVED.
-Myself ^^
-Sweetheart
-Beatrice pal
-Denise aiai
-Sophia girlfriend
-Steven little bro
-Anna mei