HAPPY 42th NATIONAL DAY !!! today i was woke up by linhong's sms. went on9 quite late, kor was so free in the afternoon but not at nite but i dont want 2 go out wif him but next time. suppose 2 c linhong but end up i did not. went to Central Mall, i wanted 2 relax there but it was like so damn crowed wif couples... i sat the place tt time when i was wif my friends & scott, it remind me of those times. & my time wif twins. & now is gone gone n i felt so damn sad till i cried then ppl were like scaring at me...maybe i spoil their mood, but i am really sry... i saw the fireworks, how i wish i could see it wif a guy tt i loved... it would be so nice & sweet! know wat i ate total 70 over small packets of marshmallow to stop me from crying ! i am mad the whole bag is full of wrappers. went home & was so damn tired so went on9 for awhile & talk 2 steven... i talk 2 him till 1:20am, in sms & msn! his com always lost connection so talk in sms lor, my sms sure the bill will be veri high one. he asked me wat i like the most, i told him i hated swimming & he was like Why Why Why. cus i know tt he & scott always go swimming so he was like saying he will teach me how to swim but i really dont like to swim so is wasting time for teaching me. he said wat if one day flood how? i said die lor, everyone sure had to die one day rite? he said is not true, it can be change... then he continue tt would be the time for him & scott to challenge to save me , i know wat he is thinking lor... trying to be a hero rite? to save my life? but it will not happen i know tt! pray to god, haha... i am sry, i did not tell linhong wat i happen to me & keep everything from him cus i wanted peace & i dont want ppl to comfort me.. i am tt kind tt want to solve my problem myself... okey, i shall stop here now cus is 1:40am already... veri sleepy ler! (:
8:23 AM
L♥VEME.
King Yi
300693
single ^^
chij st theresa convent
DEE-SIRES.
-roller blading
-Freedom
-pass N level to go O level
-want my clique to be like last time
-dream of having you >.<
LOVED.
-Myself ^^
-Sweetheart
-Beatrice pal
-Denise aiai
-Sophia girlfriend
-Steven little bro
-Anna mei