LOVE is you

Saturday, July 21, 2007

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today, i went out the whole day cus i really cant take it staying at home doing things tt will remind of the sad things... & did not on9, went 2 suntec city & there is NDP preview saw alot of NS guys but i wonder is Javier & Lin hong there? cus both of them is helping in the NDP... a NS guy walked pass me & he is so short lar, i felt tall at tt moment. then tt guy was like a pai sae... heehee i am so mean! galfriend, how am i going 2 cheer up like tt. hmm, maybe i should follow wat u said last time tt when i talk 2 galfriend then will remind me of him... hahaha, i wont lar. jux joking, i am not soo childish 2 do tt... dont know how is lin hong now! haiz, hope he is not too tired after doing the NS duty...hey is not i dont want 2 reply his sms cus by the time i reply, he off his HP ! haha, he miss me... i miss him too, & i miss trung too... steven, i am really thankful 2 him cus he make me feel tt i am not lonely cus i still have him... wah he say himself as a good guy & he love me too! shu mei told me tt my buddy is not worth it & said tt i can always change one if i want to... hey is she trying 2 sae tt i am playing wif guys heart! i wont play cus i know is really hurting 2 do tt... ohh yeah, yesterday javier is a guai guy as in quiting smoking... he started calling me dear dear (dont get misunderstood) & he is quiting smoking becus he wants a chance 2 be a good Bf... wah, a big sacrifice he had made but good tt he quit smoking early! :) kor, ask me got ppl call me "kinky"sounds like my name. hey tt is saying i had a sexual behaviour :@ but he wont call me tt, phew ! know wat, i went 2 supermarket & bought healthy drink, cereal & galfriend's favourite HL milk... i think i am mad lar, first time buy healthy food&drinks... ;) woosh lin hong is going 2 on9 midnite 2nite, i shall wait 4 him... i really misses him!i have think though the whole day & nites ! no matters wat happen 2 scott! he will always be my best buddy but i wont be talking 2 him 4 the next few days cus i want 2 cool down, try 2 4get all tt unhappy stuff & start a fresh new life wif him as a buddy! cant be BF & GF, does not means we cant be good buddy. & i am not going 2 let this thing 2 affact my NAFA & exams & competition ! i hope tt this things will wrap of my mind soon... shall post more later at nite... this song decrible half of my feelings now !

Lyrics:
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
Thats what you get for all your trouble
Ill never fall in love again
Ill never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, shell never phone you
Ill never fall in love again
Ill never fall in love again

Dont tell me what its all about
cause Ive been there and Im glad Im out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why Im here to remind you

What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
Thats what you get, a heart thats shattered
Ill never fall in love again
Ill never fall in love again

Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why Im here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
Ill never fall in love again
Ill never fall in love again

Ill never fall in love again
Ill never fall in love again

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